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Our Approach

Our title comes from the first paragraph of Herman Melville’s Moby Dick. Ishmael wanders the streets in a haze of suicidal depression which he describes as a “damp and drizzly November in my soul.”

It’s a beautiful description of a dark place familiar to so many people who are trapped in the revolving cycle of mental illness and confinement.

November In My Soul is a narrative podcast that explores mental illness, confinement, and liberty. It began as a conversation between longtime journalist Lee Romney and former public defender Jenny Johnson about our current crisis, where so many people with untreated mental illness fill our jails and prisons, our streets and the back bedrooms of exhausted family members. It evolved into a deep dive into the past. Episodes immerse listeners in the era of institutional warehousing in overcrowded state mental hospitals, the early emergence of efforts to return patients to the community, the backlash against psychiatry as a tool of social control, and the rise of criminalization. The podcast also explores how people in power define mental illness. Jenny and Lee knew they’d find barbaric practices in the past. But buried in the archives, they also discovered remarkable attempts at humane treatment dating back as far as the 1940s that emphasized dignity, autonomy and community integration. The very same approaches, listeners will discover, that show promise today.

We’ll be bringing you California-focused stories that are nationally relevant. We want our work to break down rigid silos that have stymied true reform — for example, the paralyzing dichotomy of voluntary versus involuntary care.

Our podcast takes the long view because we’re convinced that lessons of the past can help us navigate our contemporary crisis. Our goal is to surprise you, debunk some myths about our mental health history and shine light on effective approaches to healing. The history we’ve uncovered also teaches us to have humility about what we may be getting wrong today.

Who We Are

Our Advisors

Our Supporters

  • This project was made possible with support from California Humanities, a non-profit partner of the National Endowment for the Humanities. Visit calhum.org to learn more.

  • November In My Soul is also supported by the California Health Care Foundation (CHCF), which works to ensure that people have access to the care they need, when they need it, at a price they can afford. Visit chcf.org to learn more.

  • Our LGBTQ+ work has received support from support of the USC Annenberg Center for Health Journalism’s California Impact Fund. Visit centerforhealthjournalism.org to learn more.

  • Our LGBTQ+ work has received support from the Fund for Investigative journalism. Visit fij.org to learn more.

  • Health Equity for All Californians. Visit calendow.org to learn more.