Our Approach

Curious about the title of our podcast? It comes from the first paragraph of Herman Melville’s Moby Dick. Ishmael wanders the streets in a haze of suicidal depression which he describes as a “damp and drizzly November in my soul.”

It’s a beautiful description of a dark place that is familiar to so many people who are trapped in the revolving cycle of mental illness and confinement.

November In My Soul reflects on institutionalization, deinstitutionalization, and criminalization of people diagnosed with mental illness through the overlooked voices of Black, Latinx, LGBTQ+ and rural Californians, as well as the elderly and other disenfranchised populations. Each episode is anchored by characters with lived experience, past and present, whose “treatment” ranged from benevolent warehousing to benign neglect to torture at the hands of the state.

Don’t worry. There’s plenty of light in the darkness. In each episode, we’ll be elevating the work of forgotten heroes who have fought against all odds to infuse dignity into the treatment of mental illness.

While the stories we’ll be bringing you are California-focused, they are nationally relevant. Our goal is to surprise you, debunk some myths about our mental health history and serve as your trustworthy guides as we explore who our society labels as mentally ill, how those diagnoses have shifted over time, who is most likely to lose their liberty, and who is least likely to be treated with dignity.

We’ll be presenting our episodes in pairs – one historical and one contemporary – to reveal how our darkest history continues to cast shadows today. Our podcast takes the long view because we’re convinced that to truly understand our contemporary crisis, and to solve it, we need to understand our past. Because conscious and unconscious bias continue to play a role in the decision making of our institutions. Mental illness doesn’t discriminate. Yet, we continue to label the most powerless among us as deviant, vagrant, demented, psychopathic, schizophrenic—and criminal.

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  • This project was made possible with support from California Humanities, a non-profit partner of the National Endowment for the Humanities. Visit calhum.org to learn more.

  • November In My Soul is also supported by the California Health Care Foundation (CHCF), which works to ensure that people have access to the care they need, when they need it, at a price they can afford. Visit chcf.org to learn more.

  • Our LGBTQ+ work has received support from support of the USC Annenberg Center for Health Journalism’s California Impact Fund. Visit centerforhealthjournalism.org to learn more.

  • Our LGBTQ+ work has received support from the Fund for Investigative journalism. Visit fij.org to learn more.